One favor is all I ask
September 1, 2007Youre the one running the other way
Now youre the one with nothing to say
Im ready to forgive and forget
But I can tell you still regret
Every promise you never kept
Well Im not mad anymore
Im over it
But you still think Im invisible
You need to get over it
You ended it, not me
I know I cried for nothing
I know I yelled for nothing
But I just cant
Walk by you
And just pretend I never met you
Cuz after all weve been through
How can you still say Im nothing
You look right past me
And you dont say a word
Ignoring me wont make it end
It just makes me hurt
Im sorry
Im sorry
I dont care anymore
I just dont want this akwardness to be who we are
If you think I hate you
I dont and never did
I only said that, cuz I still couldnt forget
Its my fault
That was my grudge
But I have let that go
And all I wish for at this moment
Is for you to tell me you wont go
I dont need to be yours completly
Thats not even what I want
I just want the hate to go away
We both know it wasnt anyones fault
I know I cried for nothing
I know I yelled for nothing
But I just cant
Walk by you
And just pretend I never met you
Cuz after all weve been through
How can you still say Im nothing
So do me a favor
And look me in the eyes
And tell me you dont hate me
Then everything will be fine
sHame oN me..
July 23, 2007You hurt me once… shame on you. You hurt me twice… shame on me.
I’m not about self pity. Your love did me wrong, so I’m moving on.
True love? I used to believe it existed, but when you’ve had your heart torn out and thrown on the floor, you just don’t care anymore.
I had a heart and it was true. It fled from me and went to you. Be kind to it as I have done, for you have two and I have none.
Try not to wonder about what might have been, ‘cause that was then and we have taken different roads. We can’t go back again, there’s no use giving in. And there’s no way to know, what might have been.
Someone can walk into your life and it is not until after they walk out that you realize that they were even there.
Love can tear you apart… it can kill you. But if you’re lucky, it can put you back together. - Wonder Years.
I guess I thought you’d be here forever. Another illusion I chose to create. Don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone. And I found out just a little too late. - Chicago
It hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared will forever be a part of me. So even though I realize that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts.
You’re too many tears too late to ever get back in my arms.
How could an Angel break my heart? Why didn’t he catch my falling star? I wish I didn’t wish so hard. Maybe I wished our love apart. - Toni Braxton
If you leave, don’t look back.
Someday you’ll look and we’ll be gone… but tomorrow may bring rain, so I’ll follow the sun. - U2
I’m not gonna cry. I’m waving goodbye and I know this time you got nothing on me.
If he wanted the world to be a happier place, he’d lift my tears up off of my face. And if he wanted the world to keep spinning around, he’d pick the pieces of my heart up off of the ground.
You have been the treasure in my hand. You have been the one who always stood beside me. So unaware, I foolishly believed that you would always be there. But then there will come a day, when I will turn my head and you will slip away.
You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see. - Vanessa Williams
I think I let hiM slip away. Kind of like when you try and hold water in your hands and you close your fingers as tight as possible, but yet the water leaks out.
Ask me how many times my heart has been broken and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars.
I’ve seen fire and I’ve seen rain. I’ve seen sunny days that I thought would never end. I’ve seen lonely times when I could not find a friend, but I always thought that I’d see you again. - James Taylor
If you lost your love for me, you never let it show.
You said you didn’t need me in your life. I guess you were right.
Didn’t we almost have it all?
Loving is so short and forgetting so long.
Oh, I shouldn’t care or wonder where and how you are. But I can’t hide this hurt inside my broken heart. I’m fighting back emotions that I’ve never fought before, ‘cause I’m not supposed to love you anymore.
I can’t cry hard enough for you to hear me.
The tears I wish to wipe away, will run unchecked for another day. Alas, that is the price I pay. - Mike Archer
No, I can’t erase the wrong I’ve done but I hope you can give me another chance. Because if you were me, you would want the same and I’d give that chance to you.
You love to hate the one who loves the one you hate to love.
Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain. Even if these arms should want to embrace you again. And even if I’m all cried out and no longer in pain… I’ll never fall in love that way again.
Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I’m only falling apart. - "Total Eclipse of the Heart"
aRt of leTting gO!
March 21, 2007Why do beginnings have an end? Why do
we have to meet only to lose in the
end?
These are questions left unanswered,
word left unsaid, songs left unsung,
love left unexpressed, promises left
unfulfilled…
In a relationship, one of the hardest
things to do is saying goodbye and
letting go.
It's as hard as breaking a crystal
because you’ll never know when you’ll
be able to pick up the pieces again.
More often than not, they who go feel
not the pain of parting; it is they
who stay behind that suffer, because
they are left with memories of love
that was meant to be a love that was.
At the beginning and at the end of a
relationship, we are embarrassed to
find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may
seem, but that’s the drama, the
bittersweet and the risk of falling in
love. After all nothing is constant
but change. Everything will eventually
come to its end without us knowing
when, without us even knowing why… and
we must forget not because we want to
but because we have to.
In letting go, sorrows come not as
single spy but in battalion. It seems
that everywhere you go, everything you
do, every song you hear, every turn of
your head, every move of your body,
every beat of your heart, every blink
of your eye and every breath you take
always remind you of him. It’s like a
stab of a knife, a torture in the
night. Funny how the your whole world
becomes depopulated when only one
person is missing.
I don’t know if it’s worth calling an
art, but letting go entails special
skills sparkle with a considerable
space and time. Time heals all wounds
but it takes push on our part.
Acceptance plays part. Not all wishes
come true. Not all love stories end
with “happily ever after.”
We hate to suffer if it would mean
happiness to others. We have to cry to
temporarily let go of the pain. Every
beginning has its end like every dawn
has its dusk. It’s something we can’t
control something we have to live up
with.
It’s over he’s gone. But life has to
go on. Goodbye doesn’t always mean
forever.
There will always be a place and time
where questions will be answered,
words will be spoken, songs will be
sung in harmony, love will be
expressed in solitude and promises
will be fulfilled. Somewhere, somehow,
someday…
a piEce of suMthing..
March 12, 2007f u rily luv d persoN..do sUm risk/sacrifices dat wUd makE hm/her satisfy dat U riLy luv hm/her or let hm/her fil dat ur life is nOthn ' w/o Hm/her!..cOz taking risk/sacrifices is mOr im4tnt n a relationsHp dan sHowing u care 2 dat persoN or sHowing sUm switnezez..cOz der r lOts of minings wen 8 cOmz 2 8!.. but it doEsn't min dat u doN't nid to sHow ur care nd switnezes..8z jUz dat taking risk/sacrifices is d main sOurce 2 xpress Ur filings 2 dat person! bUt if d 1 u luv is nOt coNtented 2 ur sacrifices jUz to kip ur relationsHp stroNg..better giv up and liv ur hart broken dan 2 lose uR pride! cOz f he/she rily luv u..he/she wil accpt u of hU u rily r w/ or w/o any sacrifices..! nd kip diz in Ur miNd:..
8z nOt ur lost 8s her/hz lost cOz he/she let u sweft away froM hm/her..
teaRs,Idle tears
January 22, 2007tears,idle tears,I know not wAt dey meaN,
tears from dA depth of sOme divine despair
rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes
in loOking on the happy aUtumn fields,
and thinking of the dayz that are nO mOre.
fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail,
that brings oUr friends uP frOm the uNderwOrld,
sad as the last which redden oVer One
dat siNkz with oL we lOve beloW the verGe
sO sad,sO fresH, the dAys daT aRE no MoRE.
aH,sad and strange as in daRk sUmmer dawNs
the earliest pipe of half-awakened birds
to dYing ears,wHen unto dYing eyes
the casement slowly gRows a gLimmering sQuare,
sO saD,sO strange, the daYs that are nO ,mOre.
dear as remembered kisses after deAth,
aNd sweet as thOse bY hOpeLess fAncy feigned
oN lips that are fOr otheRS,Deep as lOve,
dEep as first lOve, and wild with oL regret
O death in life,the days dat are nO mOre.
aKing aMa
January 16, 2007sandali lamang tayong nagkasama
dahil ikaw ay maagang namayapa,
ngunit ang salitang ama sa aking puso’t isipan
ay hindi mawawala magpakailan pa man.
hanggang ngayon ako pari’y nasasabik
magkaroon ng amang napakabait
mayakap man lang kahit isang saglit
para maghilum ang aking pananabik.
alam kong ika’y nasa maayos na kalagayan
kasama ang puong maykapal na makapangyarihan
pati na rin ang iyong kabiyak sa buhay
na aking inang mahal kong tunay
ito na nga cGuro ang aking kapalaran
ang maagang mawalan ng minamahal sa buhay,
kya ngayo’y akoy nangungulila
sa aking mga magulang mahal kong lubusan.
"aKing Ina"
January 15, 2007naNg ako'y bata pa
ikaw lagi ang aking kasama,
nang si ama ay namatay,
ikaw pa rin ang aking karamay.
nOong una ako'y humiling..
sana ikaw ay laging makapiling
hindi magkasakit o mamamatay,
para ako'y hindi na malulumbay.
dininig ng Diyos ang aking hiling
ngunit ito'y panandalian lamanG
ika'y namatay at inilibing
ako'y naiwang buhay at luhaan.
dahil sa iyong pagkawala'y labis na nasaktan..
iyak dito,iyak doon, iyak kahit saan..
hindi na nakikita ang matamis kong ngiti
na noo'y nakikita sa aking mga labi.
sa pagdaan ng panahon..
unti-unting nawawala
ang aking pangungulila
ngunit sakit sa aking puso'y di pa rin naglaon..
hindi ko masasabi na ika'y aking makakalimutan
dahil ikaw ay laging nasa aking puso't isipan
nasaan ka man ako'y masaya
dahil ikaw ang " aking INA!"
nObody loVes me..
January 13, 2007nObody loves me!!!..
cOz f dey loved me..dey wOn't hurt me like diz..
i wanna die!..i juz can't imagine dat my life wUd be miserable because of the pipol hUrting me!..
i don't know wat'z within me dat makes dem too agresiv to hUrt me diZ way!
i hate dEm!
dey already kNow dat im weak….yet dey still hUrting me!
im a loner..
diZ blog of mine iz like a diary dat i can spread out aL my hartaches and happenings n my life everyday.. i dON'T care aBout wat the readers say bWt me..8'z up 2 dem to juDge wat'z on deir mind wen it comes 2 me..
iM a loNer..
im stubOrn..
im insane..
im burden for d pipol wHom i trusted and i loVed..
im a hater!!
im a hater to dOz pipol wHo hurt me and to doZ hU hated me and always makes me cry!!..
dUnno wat 2 do…!
January 11, 2007i nver thought that the one i lean on is the oNe wHo will makes me feel doWn!..
i cried to mucH because of the pain i haVe ryt Now and i dOn't Know wat to do!
diz iz not d life dat iM lOoking fOr!..
i hate it!..
damN!
wHy??
January 10, 2007
Why ?
When I look into the sky
I saw a crying eyes..
As I look into the other side
Oh! It’s me crying and asking why?
Am I born to be happy?
Or born to be unlucky?
Why is this happening to me?
What’s the matter with me?
Life is so unfair!
I feel like I am floating in the air
That every time my life is in riddle
Seems I’m somewhere in the middle.
As I walk through the passage of living
I noticed that half of me is missing
And that is being got into an accident at all times
Which I, myself don’t know the reason why?
I’m careful in everything I do
But misfortune comes accidentally
That hurts me so badly
And I don’t know what to do.
I feel like I’m hanging
And I can’t stop myself from crying
Why is it always like this?
Could it be enough for this?
Because of that happenings
I ask myself and ask God
Am I really that special to feel these things?
To suffer many times and still asking “ why ?”.
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